lastly a.k.a the end

pejam celik antara sedar dan tidak. subuh menjejak hari, melangkah ke tengah hari, merangkak ke senja dan larut menjadi malam. dan kemudian matahari kembali lagi membawa hari baru. rutin yang berpusing tanpa henti membuatkan waktu yang berlalu terasa macam ribut, tapi apa yang kena dihadamkan dek kepala kelajuannya rasa macam siput ! 
buku, buku, dan buku. nota, nota dan nota. latih tubi, scap. imbasan memori dan segala benda yang makin menyesakkan kepala. Jarum jam yang berdetik macam jadi mimpi ngeri membawa lari masa yang hilang.


trial dah habis , ramadhan dah nak habis, raya dah dekat, 
SPM akan tiba !


lastly, harini last trial !  tnggu jam tepat pukul 1pm jea nak hantar physic paper3. pastu terus rasa ringan kepala. balik rumah kemas buku yang amat banyak atas meja study, tepi katil, bawah bantal, ats krusi, tepi netbook. haha ;D macam agak auta la. jgn caya sgt. sepanjang exam tadak pun camtu. yang pasti henset ditangan setiap masa. start sahur sampai subuh, stop g skolah, smbung balik skolah, terus sampai berbuka (kena wish!) smbung lps terawih(mcm p slalu)haha. sampai tertido ;D oh god.
kpd dia, tenkiu sbb teman ajar mentol of physic for last paper ;p mmg terbaek !
spot3 oh spot.tenkiu kolej.mmg hebat! countdown untuk raya .huu. sabtu ny sepupu spapat balek,penuh rumah.habis la bear2 dalam bilik kena smpan .stgi anak2 pakat usung buat peta,tapaaa.akmal,aina,fina,ahza,irfan,izah,haikal,amat, ..angah atin tnggu nak buli kamu smua.haha;D (cubit2 tarik pp depa)
tapi...
raya sat sgt la kan..pastu kena p skolah dah. dah kena dok hostel 5star.oh no! homesick lagi.mama, adik tamaw balik hostel ;'( plss..
okeh! smile blek ;) the end of story, xsabar nak habis skolah. bebas !(walaupun ramai org kata zaman skolah paling best . memang best tapi untuk 2tahun ini di skolah yg katanya agk hebat, terus buat rasa mcm nak cepattt je habis skolah.langkah kluar dari gate tuu) kan kamu kan3.kite nak topup balik kite pnye date.sssssshhhh.secreto diamore .


last but not least,
p/s; abg mentos, kiki miss kamu laa ;)
update blog ni special edition for you.
i philic you ;p
 oke then.bye !
adios~
assalamualaikum. 


selamat hari raya aidilfitri maaf zahir & batin <3

perfect two

today i can feel something that very different about us . and i know u can feel the same thing ..
this song i sing to u as my superhero that make my mission complete ;)
even we can't do everything together, but we can share it together . and i want u to know, ich liebe dich <3
this perfect two is for u and for me ;) just for my lonely ,hilangkan boring .hehe
special for u manja ! ;D


u can be the peanut butter to my jelly
u can be the butterflies i feel in my belly
u can be the captain and i can be your first mate
u can be the chill that i feel on our first date
u can be the hero and i can be your side kick
u can be the tears that i cry if we ever split
u can be the rain from the cloud when it stormin
or u can be the sun when it shines in the morning


don't know if i could ever be
without you cause boy you complete me
and in time i know that we'll both see
that we're all we need
cause you the apple to my pie
you the straw to my berry
you the smoke to my high
and you the one i wanna marry
cause you the one for me, and i'm the one for you
you take the both of us
and we're the perfect two
baby me and you..
we're the perfect two


u can be the prince and i can be your princess
u can be the sweet tooth and i can be the dentist
u can be the shoes and i'll be the laces
u can be the heart that i spill on the pages
u can be the vodka and i can be the chaser
u can be the pencil and i can be the paper
u can be as cold as winter weather


but i don't care 
as long as we are together..

trial trial trial oh spm.

pejam celik pejam celik celik pejam celik pejam pejam lagi celik pulak dah selesai 1subjek . ada lagi 9subjek menanti smpai 24/8 . cepat masa berlalu, egt bawu semalam daftar masuk hostel , rokol, makan kat dm, p prep .haha (bajet la sat) tapi hakikatnya memang dah smpai penghujung. bila trial dah start , puasa dah 11days, raya xlama lagi, merdeka pun  dekat dah. maknanya spm hampir menjelma dan maknanya jugak bebanan dah habis .tadak lagi cegu yg prihatin tadak lagi kawan yg xsuka makan makanan tapi suka makan kawan tadak lagi homework tadak lagi kawankawan wanted dgn warden tadak lagi buku biru yang kalut setiap hari selasa mintak cop balik kampung tadak lagi rule yg aaaaa..whatever . yang pasti bebas . no more serabut ! no more hostel, no more dot3 school.
now , kisah trial, sorry queenbeewanabee F5, kikilala terpaksa jadi outsider, xtahan pressure dlm dorm n hostel . srius ta bole study. p mana pun nmpk muka tuuu jugak. dah org xsuka kita nak bt cenaa, tpi kepada yang terasa ,xyah la kcw life org. 
fuh! story kat 5agri!1 tadi, masuk klas tadi agak pelik bila meja dok depan skali slalunya kat blakang.hujung pelusuk kelas. terus dapat wabak selsema bila hidu kapurkapur itu. xstail la.org guna whiteboard la skrg. dengan dugaan pagipagi kerusi tadak . amik reti bagi balik xreti. dah tu bagi balik kerusi xsama plak.(budak km yg nakal) ,tapa dugaan nak berjaya, yg pasti,jelas lagi nyata trial dah start, .fatin.do the best ! ignore them.
kisah seterusnya, cipuuuttttt! lepas dah rinduu tadi. heee. ciputtt the best friend tht i have in the year of 2011. dgn ciput bole share heart to heart. sayang cipuuuttt . ha.dah cukup kot cket2 story. t kita continue ea.
 , last but not least, wish all the best for spm candidates 2011 .gudluck ! 
thx rajen baca ni, dah3 p baca buku plak.heee.
adios ;)
assalamualaikum.

kawan atau musuh ?

okey,time to story about my feeling right now.

guys,jwb jap dalam semua kawan yg u all ade, semua ke baik dgn u all ? kalau baik alhamdulillah. jage la diaorg baikbaik ea. tp i rse xsmua kan.sebab semua makhluk xsempurna kecuali Allah.

bg i xde kawan yg sejati.kalau ade pun 1 dalam 1000.susah kan nak cari kawan yg mcm tu.dalam hidup i, i ade bnyk kwn mcm semua org ade. tpi in this case, i nak share cket la. ni la dugaan yg paling sakit yg i pernah rase.selama ny smua org terima i dgn tgn yg terbuka luas.tapi, sejak i tukar sekolah ke dot3 ,em xperlu taw la kot. tapi kpd yg taw diamkan saje.xdpt ape pun heboh2 cite ny.ok,continue. kat sekolah tu baru i taw bila kite meningkat remaja,ramai yg nak tnjuk kuasa,ego,sombong,bangga,i xkisah semua tu.tu hidup diaorg, tp yg i kisahnye, kenapa org perlu ganggu hidup i sedangkan i xpenah ganggu hidup diaorg ? pelik kan? tapi tu semua lumrah kehidupan. xsemua org dapat tgk kite bahagia. dalam cite ny, kawan i sndiri nak kata rapat xla sgt nak kata xrapat,rapat la jugak yela dah satu skolah satu hostel kan. yes. i admit i sosial. dia xsosial. so ape yg i ganggu dia? semuanya dah settle baikbaik tapi dia terusterus masuk campur dalam hidup i.bukan i je,tapi hidup semua org. xfaham lah! rajin nye dia. diala kwn yg sgt prihatin. tenkiu. seterusnya dipendekkan story,skrg dia yg xnak tegur,xnak ckp.tnjuk sgt dia yg paling baik.penat aih tgk lakonan.kena bg anugerah ny.

oke lah. ta bole story banyakbanyak. and bukan dia sorang yg xpuas hati dgn i, ramai lg. thanks guys sbb sentiasa xlekang xpenat nak kacaw and musnahkan hidup i.jatuhkan i sikitsikit biar semua org benci i. tapi i xkisah. i ade Allah. Allah maha melihat.insyaallah i boleh hadapi dugaan ni sbb masih ade yg sygkan i and sentiasa bg semangat kat i. i akn follow rentak game diaorg baikbaik.dun wori guys, i xkan lawan and xkan jatuhkan u all semua. now i nak fokus study. taun ni spm.x lama lagi trial.gudluck untuk korang.

p/s;kepada yg terasa, maaf ea. dah la.stop la. xdapat advantage pun kacaw hidup org.Allah bayar cash la. lebih baik diam dari bercakap .

day without you.

walau raga kita terpisah jauh namun hati kita selalu dekat bila kau rindu pejamkan mata dan rasakan aakuuu ,kekuatan cinta kita takkan pernah rapuh terhapus ruang dan waktu ,percayakan kesetiaan ini pada ketulusan aaa.aaii..aishiteru
thats song always make be better from being sad because i can feel he always wif me either we can't meet, we can't talk, we can't laugh, we can smile, we can't sing, we can't do everything like before.
only in this blog i can share all my feeling in my life.
day without you like i've been at a desert for a thousand days.day without you like i am stay in a dark room without anyone help me.its so silent. day without you like the moon without stars that make it beautiful.i don't know why , all the time i'm thinking about you, its like as my hobby.give me chance to stay with you without anyone bothered us.i want to be the part of ur life.as long i'm wif you i'll be all right.i'm not perfect but i can improve myself to be the special in ur deep heart.i want to be like before, we can meet, we can talk, we can sharing our feeling, we can laugh, we can smile together without any problem. but why everyone jealous wif us? why they can't see our happiness? why they need to disturb our life? how can i accept this... i need you ..